finally out wif mich!
well, first time i saw such huge amt of les
hahaha, so scary luh, especially the melissa
its like she could just turn arnd n kill me
but not forgetting, cute bunks :D

anyways, ryan jiashan stanson n joesph was dere too
rah, the not innocent ppl
omg i tink i'm the most innocent person ever luh
haahhaa
ok i'm gonna read up more on psycho

will study till late tml, red bull!

WAIT, talking abt psycho, sucks man
blardy sucker tay, he didnt want to let us present lah
and now i noe why the ppl wan us to present so much
muahahha k i'm toking nonsense but anyways,
i have confidence!

i say
P is for the past we had
H is for the hope that you gave me
A is for how anal i was about the ray of hope
N is for all the nonsense that i always sprout
how i wise this could end by saying
t-o-s i'll toss you out
i'll toss toss toss toss toss you out
i'll toss toss toss toss toss you out
i'll toss you out, NOT

see, it always end up like that

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

and so i came so early to sch
to rehearse for jap.. and ching meei arrived
half an hr late, sigh, tt's for waking up so early
but its over
the roleplay sucks man
forgetting lines and laughing throughout
some ppl say its gd, cos the class attn
was ALL on us, unlike other grps..

depending on how u see it lah
i think it really sucks
at least my listening for 35/40
woah man, that's like my maths..
in pri school HAHA
whatever lah, i'm done with jap already

after tt went sugarloaf!
me n jerry, the usual sharing partners
ate like 13 bucks worth of food EACH
fat fat sia~
after tt went to compass point
saw nelson n tis is e first time
we said hi sia hahaha damn awkward

bought envelopes, cd and cover for psycho
n bubbletea not forgetting
went hm, slept frm 3-6.30
not a very nice rest though

need to write my curcards for psycho
and read up on MOTIVATION..
if i hav time then i'll study for the exams
bahh, when everyone's enjoying
i'm like dying here RAHH

LIFE SUCKS

it's difficult to say hi first.
after all this attempts i made
but its always me.
i'm on the verge of giving up.
you know i can't, don't you?

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
seriously! i am suppose to memorize my name for
my freaking jap roleplay tml!
but i can't! i'm tired, and i can't concentrate!
FUCKFUCKFUCK

comms skills 2 was passable, but defintely not good grades
bcs presentation, i tot there were others tt were nicer in terms
of design. but i think ours is quite strong in terms of using the
functions.. must thanks steffi for it really!

den after tt, supposedly suppose to go wif gwen yy jiayu n juz
to pasir ris to memorize my script, but i can't luh!
end up camwhoring and talking..
blah, i'm feeling emo nowadays really..
lack of love and out of the competition, really
not even a "good friend" status to it anymore..

i know how many times i've said i wanted to give up
since last year, but its easier said den done, NATO
eff-ed up life, yes I magazine was right [i read it in e toilet just now]
2008 is not a good year for the horsies
i feel like eating shit and die now.

but i don't wanna end cos i have to study once i finish up my post
FUCK, life sucks, i want to zhng my wrist
i want to zhng my brain! i wanna become a.. IQ 300 geek!

Monday, January 28, 2008

oh my tian

still wondering & pondering

hey people!
though i'm still sad over nothing

OB presentation + roleplay is over!
though i tink our presentation is quite cui
cos we rushed all e way up, and we were so tensed
but anways,
our roleplay made it up!
personally, i think ours is the best
as in, more of the funny side
though sometimes it isnt good
as all the attention is focused on our jokes
and not our roleplay

sigh, anyways! its over
yes, as i said, i really tried my best
and i don't have any regrets

Sunday, January 27, 2008

i'm tired
even jared is tired of me complaining to him
guess he's really irritated eh
sigh..

why can't everything end off
like what fairytale always does?
happy ever after
only if i'm verbal

wheeeee
hellava ppl,
bcs done! it just flew past like this
must thank steffi for it
THANKS STEFFI!
u make me feel like a slacker yo

but anyways,
yah! eating my dinner at hm now
alone, with my dog
emoemoemo! hahahaha
my family is like, outside eating
din wanna join them, wanna finish up my work
and watch some d.grayman

later gonna do my OB,
put tgt my research for comms skills 2 summative test,
check my pronounciation for jap
plan phantos's chalet (sigh..) with zhiwei
last but definitely not least, d.gray

am feeling quite eff-ed up now actually
i dunno wad the reason is
but i think.. i'm just emo

i also dun have a good feeling abt tml's roleplay too
sigh, steffi said its 5% only
thinking of just throwing it away
what for being kan chiong for that 5% right?
but yeah, as what i told my grp members,
its the last lap, and i aint gonna give up at the last part
at least even if i fail, i will have no regrets

at least i know where i stand, though it's sadded (:

walking under the full moon

hi everyone!
firstly, let me say something
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY YIHE!
=D
i wished him zun zun 12am on the spot ok!

ok let me see
starting from friday:
HTMKG presentation was, okay
was surprised when he said "VERY GOOD"
we expected like "its not the grade, but the learning experience"
tt kinda thing?
after tt, sugarloaf wif htmkg grp
TRIED to do bcs, but cui-ness
but luckily dere's always wonder-steffi

went to starbucks to chill wif gwen n yy
formed the ZHNG family
oh my tian, so high man..
then saw JEREMY
and walked back tgt

today, was like, woah
cabbed, 6.60
then ching meei was late for like 1 hr for jap
sian already,
tt's y when ivan was late for 40 mins for OB
i totally had no feelings already

ob was smoothing sailing
surprisingly tracy can act well
mayb because its the BIMBO role

went to eat wif ivan at kfc
den gwen came, den we met calvin
den we went to bugis to SHOP
shopped 70bucks worth of clothes
ok, only 2 pieces dammit
very ex leh shitttt

then hor, so just nice saw lester and derrick
den so just now see mf, kim n eileen
oh my tianzzzzz tis is cursed
den ate yoshi,
something happened apparently
i think that guy's homophobic though

tt's my day!
gonan have my 8hrs of slp tonite
1 more week to go dammit! kick the ass out
of sem 1.2! but sadly, i will miss h12
somehow

Saturday, January 26, 2008

was over the moon

Thursday, January 24, 2008

oh, did i mention that i got 80/100
for my stress level?
higher den steffi's leh

half given up on my oral assessment

although sometimes i say things as if i do it
but i only talk only
yes, talk only, who also know right
when do that time cui ji pua
well i'm not perfect

k talking abt today..
micro ppt i personally tink is quite disappointing
not only with the ppt, but with myself also
totally lost my touch wif ppt
like alot of ppl said i was talking too fast
yes i was nervous, and yes, i have stage fright
maybe i'm just placing too much stress on myself

ppt wise, i think, we r quite special frm e others
its either we do damn well, or do damn badly
i think its the latter.. long ppt, can tell everyone's
sian of it already.. and even the only way to savage
the situation was gone; the ''mocca.com''
no effect at all lah, sian

just hope ours is quality work, although i saw some
errors before submitting it, sigh
after which was htmkg ppt, then lunch @ itas,
den back to the hangout place to study for htmkg
yes study, ended up slp-ing leh deh
with tt stupid jiayu watching superbad and gameplan

den went for psycho, where they teach us how to ''relax''
yeah right, me n mf almost fell aslp
anywyas, i'm starting to love my psycho class
as in not the teacher, but e ppl behind, funny peeps
though i din tok to them before at all lah

dinner wif gwen after tt, den she teach me htmkg
seriously its easier tis way den me reading all the way
10 hrs replaced by 1 hr, shiok bo

wonder how my juniors did for o lvls, but dun wanna ask lah
not very close to them also, i doubt anyone will be worst den me
hahahaha

i hope tml's htmkg ppt will be fine,
and ORAL assessment, have to use my dian dian skills
to dian kwok bing.. MUAHAHAHA
wish me luck!


sweet dream it was
though i was tired the whole day
but it's worth it
cos i smiled the widest i had
in my dream tt is
cake =)

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

when i thought i have finished 1 hellava work
another piece comes
horribly

i've made a fool out of myself
just like how i've placed my trust on people

sometimes i wonder if my expectation is too high
or is it me who's troublesome and tensed up

but i guess, talking abt projects, no one can beat gwen
projects.relationships.HANDPHONE

anyways
gwen n yy were nice to acc me to eat my dinner today
was super high due to my irregular slp-ing time ytd
and when i'm back home, me and gwen have to worry
about projects again. sometimes i really want to be like steffi
no one dares to slack in her group lah.
maybe like what she told me before, peer evaluation is the key
heck care your mother is the dust on my leg now or whatever man

sigh, talk is one thing, action is another.

no mood already.
i guess i'll just do it tomorrow
bye

Sunday, January 20, 2008

i'm like, pissed now
very.

sometimes, i wonder if it is me or what
but i always rmb what my mum always tell me
when i'm doing my work
"always put your heart into doing your work"

maybe that is why i'm getting so pissed

if anyone should think that there is always one "editor"
to help u all correct all your half-hearted work
that person is a bastard

maybe i'm just stressed up

sometimes, i just want to say "fuck it"
and give my project up.
besides, no one ever learns unless they have
experienced the consequences.

maybe i just expect too much

don't abuse it.
1 month more to go it may be
but i'm the edge

relax reuben,
everything will be okay soon
yes, soon

Friday, January 18, 2008

today started out nice, as i thought
beautiful clouds complement bluee blue sky
but its not what it seems to be

kind pissed though, just as i thought i can
complete OB and micro after tt,
OB just have to screw up just like that
blah, sometimes, life sucks

anws, tok-ed to jared online today
and he totally thinks what i think too
muahahaha i rock yo

i dunno whether izzit me or what
but my project grps are like, rather cui
last minutes, undone work
i should go reflect on myself after this project craze

went drinking opp. sch after projectss
first time i'm drinking beer tt much though
4 of us ordered 3 bottles of beer
but mostly is me 'dua C' and gwen
gwen was, high wif spraying f words
and emo HAHA

sigh, i think i have to work triply harder now
i wish i had more cooperative grpmates

Thursday, January 17, 2008

okay as requested by bud,
A HAPPY POST YO!
only happy tings allowed!

first of all
I RAN YESTERDAY WITH XAVIER!
yay! without stopping summore
we talked alot, abt his new jc life and my same old
poly bitch-abouts HAHAHA

secondly
i ate at bistro today!
my first time and its like, e set is cui,
but the penne is nicee!

thirdly, most impt hor
i know this sounds fake but..
I SAW BUDDY IN COM LAB YO!
HAHAAHHAA
AH LIAN EMO 1 PERSON SIAAAAAA

fourthly, happy things, mmmmm
I CUT MY HAIRRRRR
MY UGLY HAIR
NOT THAT ITS LIKE DAMN NICE NOW
BUT AT LEAST I'M AWAY FROM TT ''DISCONNECTED'' SHIT
OMGGG

lastly, a song tt steffi sent me!



oh my tian, it's heaven! listen listen! :D
have fun ppl, i'll go do my projects [happily]
yay! tis is a happy post!

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

take the time to rest for 3 more days, reuben
cos its gonna be HELL after that

yes, i finally had the time to rest for this 3 days
but after tis 3 days, its hell, 'cos htmkg presentation is here
and so is oral assessment, that is hell really

oh and my sis came back from thailand!
bought me a nice nice pants and a
really tightfit shirt that says
"small medium FAT"
bahhhhhhhhhhhhh

sigh, dinner and projects
completing
(1) HTMKG PRESENTATION
(2) BCS; FIND WEBSITE
(3) COMMS SKILLS 2; AGENDA AND NOTICE
[hope to finish it so that there is no issue on meeting ups and stuff]

oh, and after this, i'm gonna watch DGRAYMAN!
my latest craze, its damn nice larh!
those who watch anime should watch, something like bleach
but more sadness, hahaha

today is just, cui, though lunch wif ivan and eugene is funny
but the thought of what is happening in phantos is killing me



excitement was what i felt,
but foolishness is what it actually is

Monday, January 14, 2008

HI PEEPS LONG TIME NO SEE
I THOUGHT YOU MA TEE
eh sorry larh, got alot of projects wad
HAHAHA

ok i'm gonna blog in a very,very random format
i'll just dump wadeva i rmb here
long post ahead!

marketing project:
was hell i tell you, actually we were super confident
but on that submission date e morning, we had
pbl consultation, and tt kwok was like
"aiya nvm larh, its not e grades, its e experience"
den we re-did e whole ting of cos,
and handed in, though i tink the change was worst off
so last min work, as always, i wonder if its a curse or wad
last sem liddat tis sem also liddat

lesson learnt;
leopard's spots is hard to wash off, so is humans' personality
but still, i'm astonished by elaine's hardworking-ness WOAH
actually, i had no regrets larh, we seriously did our best already =)

micro, ob project:
1 word, cui
hope ivan and i can rush everything finish at tis friday's meeting

comms skills 2:
elearning, got steffi, you say leh?
face-to-face, have faith, and have faith =)

jap:
cui, i dun quite like e bsg person leh, she's quite like..
but i think its all for e project larh, and at least we are on track now
=)

psycho:
the best grp in e tut grp i guess =)
we scored 7.5/10 while others were only 5, or 4

BCS:
again, got steffi, but she's an IT idiot, so yah
but at least i know there will be no last min work
like i always do in my grp HAHA

stayover at calvin's hse:
last last thurs i guess, to chiong finish micro and psycho proj
meihua went to kovan to finish e psycho proj vid [cos its convenient]
den went to cal's hse to do micro, quite proud actually,
slp at 4 wke up at 7
and calvin nids like 15mins for his grandpa to wake him up
quite proud of myself actually
oh and his toilet e shampoos and soaps are like all damn nice smell
WOOTS hahaha

mid sems:
micro: 68/100
OB: 31.5/40
din expect my ob to get so high, i dunno the 12 marks question [equity]
and when the tr said 2 failures, my right eye keep twitching,
wad de hell lor, and i got 31.5, superrrrrrr surprise
and for micro, i wrong e 30 marks question, so, GG

and my life is rather boring, just like that
sighhhhh, havent been meeting up wif alot of ppl
and SEE, work to be done
copied from steffi =)

16jan: comm skills online due 5pm
18jan: student forum / OB - MICRO meeting
24jan: micro presentation 9am
25jan: marketing presentation / OB due 5pm/ comm skills due 5pm
28jan: OB presentation/ BCS due 9am
29jan: stupid dental
30jan: comm skills summative test
31jan: psycho presentation 2pm??

yes, see see, tis is considered quite little already, before tt is like
woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and again, i have to put in double effort inside
i wanna raise my GPA definitely
and for marketing presentation, dere is indiv oral assessment also
i'm gonna dieeeeeeeeee




my love was never that deep before

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

i know i shouldnt be here now
but let me just say one sentence alright
CONGRATS TO CALVINTANG AND ANGELAGOH
FINALLY TOGETHER HUH!
quite harda believe huh
everyone in RECAY is getting attached!
except me :(

okay back to projects yah,
2 words to describe today
SCREWED UP
totally, yea, spoiled my organized time for my micro indiv
and my psycho script

like e other h12-ians who has a blog
gonna do resolution for 2008 soon
and NOT being soft hearted is definitely
one of them


eternity is definitely not for me
let me die when my life is up

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

first of all, happy new year!
actually what's there to be happy about
when you're still trapped in the midst of
tests, assignments and projects?

ANYWAYS, let me recap
sat, went to meet angie
den cal came and left
I SAW MY DARLING TAN WEI BIN
see, we got fate HAAHHAHA
he was wearing tis SI uniform
plus a white pants, quiteeeeee
ermmmm hahaha
but din tok-ed much la

AND SO, me and angie actually rotted
till 5pm when cal came, den elva came
den elva left, den we picked yw up
den got FREE dinner @ east coast
angie's dad treated us larh, but i was
damnnnnnn unglam

after tt, we went ESPLANADE dere,
took alot of NICE pictures, cos i take one
and we kinda tok-ed to a 32YO hu claims tt
he's a young man, and we went back to KOVAN macs
drank 1 hot choc and yw was teaching me
how to do my microooooooooooo

cabbed hm, did my work till 5am
slpt till 2, rot arnd and cya-ed
the csos were damn frenly la
but i was like a dead shit COS YY SAID
I GREW FATTTERRRRRRRRRRRR
went hm and slept

mon woke up and went back to slp
cabbed to pasir ris to buy bus pass
and went to micro.. boringgggg!
and kinda disappointing on what's
left of our class.. whatever larh, tis sem
is gonna be over already also

so went for phantos lunch
quite enthu la, both my thighs were slapped
like mad larh, one by denise
and e other by jeremiah dammit
n left at arnd 3.45 wif jeremiah and janice
saw donuts, bought and den we saw bubbletea
and we went to buy and eatttttttttttt

den went wif eugene ( OUT OF GOODWILL ) to suntec
and i seriously regretted
make soooooo much noise and maluate me
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG kill me

den yea, da bao subway and went to sit at e grass patch
to eat, rather boring with the talkss and other things
and countdown! i think its kinda romantic to be kissing
while the fireworks are like just above HAHAHA
den we went to tis place called simpang to eat supper
[after arguing for damn long between simpang and 85]

ok, so i was not feeling tt well, felt very feverish
and yy was going gaga over some water polo guy
LOL, den cabbed back, was talking to e taxi uncle
he was complaining about someone taking down his
plate no. blahblahblah.. ok larh, quite sian but i got 30cents
off e cab fare leh LOL

yeah so tt's tt, damn wordy leh,
something to scare you at night

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