Wednesday, July 04, 2007
watch this everybody! liyuen sent me the song, n i listened n listened to it again in e bus! it really brings me back alot of memories, esp when i have to record it when i go to chess everytime! n i would tear at the episode, where they leave for the real world! so sad! fantasy always have to end!
anyways! i din wanna blog today, but cos of such a huge turning point in life, i couldnt afford not to blog to mark it down!
you see, i din sleep well ytd as usual, i was tinking alot of stuffs, yes and i mean ALOT lar.. i felt that my life was too slacky, no aim, no noting.. everyday was jux a drag, waiting for ppl to jio me out [which seldoms happens].. if not that, den i'll b alone, complaining abt wad's happening arnd me, and jux let time past like that.. but, after seeing wad jiayu has in her room, all her plans n everyting, i decided! that life shouldnt b something i can jux live it past, but live it to the fullest wif fun, excitement and joy!
BUT NOW! i've decided that i would really live my life to the fullest and do what i really want to do! what i really wanted to do in past is actually to take up music, whether vocals, saxaphone, guitar or piano and lyrics composing!! cos i really wanted to express myself, whether in words, or in music, i always felt tt musicians can do better in expressing themselves!
but to start off, i'll first work banquet [n part time GV] to put back what i took from the bank and an extra of 200 dollars [tt's like 800 dollars FYI].. yes, i will chiong for my banquet during e first few months, then set aside the money to learn vocals! after vocals, will be guitar, then lyrics composing! saxaphone is too expensive, so yah, on hold! and adding on now that i'm joining AC with ivan [YAY] and BSC [which i went for the interview today], that should be all to keep me bz, at least for another 3 months b4 i earn finish my money! HAHAHA! after which, music lessons! and see if jared or anyone is willing to accompany me.. AND WHEN I TURN 18! first time i'm gonna do is to learn driving [since i'm e last batch] with claud! we had a deal yea! then after i graduate, NS and then after NS, i will be working for like, 2 yrs along the hotel industry, den go to a university, whether local or overseas, hopefully able to pay them off wif my then banquet savings, NS allowances and my pay frm my hotel! den probably get married by 27! =D yup!
wish me luck hunks n babes! and i'm totally fascinated with my darlings lar!
''you are my super no.1!''
me n chonglin always tok abt her during classes during sec 3 lar.. the way she bring herself out, woohoo!
reuben is back, after 4 years!