Wednesday, February 06, 2008
shifted to somewhere more comfortable
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
whatever is done shall remain at the circle of silence
unwilling i was. but all for the word of sportiness
felt really guilty after that. seriously
sometimes i feel like changing to livejournal
to lock my posts
to say it simply, my life just turned explicit on new year's eve
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on a happier note
bcs is over
yayness, and we formed the full zhng family!
zhng (ah gong)
zhng yu (steamfish,fyi), zhng ling, zhng siang
zhng ying
zhng zhen, zhng jian
ate at fish&co.. pain, 22 bucks
cab hm later was 16bucks
and i hate the cabdriver
newyeareve still want to cheat small kid money
later still got to clean up the house... great..
i tot new year eve everyone suppose to be at hm
but its only me n my granny
maybe they are at the market or something
if in that case i'm glad i woke up later,
cos i'm too lazy to move alr
couldn't slp well ytd night
i don’t know what i should feel
regretful? but one thing i really do feel
Sorry.
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Monday, February 04, 2008
I LOVE DESKMATES :)
they totally brightened up my everything
sometimes, i really wanna go back
to being a marists, being part of ncc
pictures!
pasir ris macs
just now, at changi airport
Monday, February 04, 2008
today after attending micro lec,
me, gwen jiayu and juz went to e airport to study
jiayu told me a story in e movies
its about a couple.
tgt for like 50+years
and the wife, became kind of senile?
and she began to forget everything..
..
..
even the husband
and so she was admitted into the folks' home
she met a man that she liked
n she fell in love
the husband, though sad
supported the man so that he can take care of the husband's wife
sigh, and it has to happen.
not to say it has begun in the first place
but the ray of hope is dere.
blah, better news
OB got 80.5/100! which is a low A
well i wun hope much, but i'm happy
from zero to hero, i would say..
and plus my htmkg! top 2 grps!
but i have a bad feeling abt my micro though
its just that.. the report kinda contradicted itself
homogeneous and differentiated products
to the death of me, RAH
speaking of which,
back to bad stuffs, i just nid to rant.
don't ever say that you can ja-gar everthing when you
just dump the work/ decrease the quality of ur work
even i, as just a by-passer, lost my respect for you
another thing is about selfishness
sigh i got no mood for it already,
i would rather study my bcs for tml,
although i'm really prepared to flunk it
sad i was
all i can do was to act normaland everything is okay
Monday, February 04, 2008
Saturday, February 02, 2008
i seriously think i am homophobic
i hate to touch people (whether its guy or gal)
or when they touch me
i think i'm mikrophobic also
sneezing in my hse when dere's no one to
mop/sweep e floor
i think i'm PSYCHOPHOBIC after today's paper!
yeah so today's the DAY
psycho paper! totally unprepared
watching d.gray n bleach when i'm supposed to study
rah, i'm gonna die
nvm, my psycho proj will pull up! it WILL get e highest in class!
and chalet was just now, can tell it'll be boring
watching movies? errrrr
and luckily qingying, edric and i left first
yes, yes, YES
haha, and so me n edric 88-ed hm
tok-ed abt lotsa tings man hahaha
cui, i hope we'll be in e sub-empire leh!
anyways, comms skills time! i gotta finish my comms skills
before i watch d.grayman later! RAHHHHHHHH
oh, and my papa just brought the cupboard
i tink its a potential place to study leh..
and watch tv.. LOL
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Friday, February 01, 2008
happy and sad
HAPPY: yeah so much for waking up so early today
kwokbing didnt release project results!
i was like, w t f, but at least he pointed out
which 2 mkt grps he would choose
n our group was one of them!
i was damn freaking happy can
we rushed and fussed at the last min
risking spelling errors and stuff
but i'm glad we changed ya? =D
SAD: yes, and when i tot today would be a good day,
BAD stuffs still have to happen wtf right
firstly, was regarding psycho
while at our fave hangout place, i can't study my psycho
rah, and the exam is tml!
i nid my motivation..
and to add on to that, i still had to go to
these 2 talks tt is like of no use to me at the moment
its supposed to be meant for those yr 2 students
aiya, but got seal points
and the last point, is tt i tink mf's pissed wif me
like i din wanna go SL camp, though i promised her
but i din noe SL trg camp is before FO
RAH, i cannot survive one lor,
ohoh, and i cabbed hm wif the ZHNGs
n i freaking left my phone in the cab
though i should be grateful tt jiayu is still inside e cab
but i can't contact ANYONE for the weekend
shit man, this is shit..
OH, to further add on to my last point,
i wanted to cab hm to study, in e end? watch anime
rah, wad's wrong with me
and i emphasize again
i nid something (or someone) to motivate me
looks like i'm gonna study till late at night, probably at
rivervale plaza's macs with lotsa lotsa milo and latte
reminiscing the past
Friday, February 01, 2008
Thursday, January 31, 2008
finally out wif mich!
well, first time i saw such huge amt of les
hahaha, so scary luh, especially the melissa
its like she could just turn arnd n kill me
but not forgetting, cute bunks :D
anyways, ryan jiashan stanson n joesph was dere too
rah, the not innocent ppl
omg i tink i'm the most innocent person ever luh
haahhaa
ok i'm gonna read up more on psycho
will study till late tml, red bull!
WAIT, talking abt psycho, sucks man
blardy sucker tay, he didnt want to let us present lah
and now i noe why the ppl wan us to present so much
muahahha k i'm toking nonsense but anyways,
i have confidence!
i sayP is for the past we hadH is for the hope that you gave meA is for how anal i was about the ray of hopeN is for all the nonsense that i always sprouthow i wise this could end by sayingt-o-s i'll toss you outi'll toss toss toss toss toss you outi'll toss toss toss toss toss you outi'll toss you out, NOTsee, it always end up like that
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
and so i came so early to sch
to rehearse for jap.. and ching meei arrived
half an hr late, sigh, tt's for waking up so early
but its over
the roleplay sucks man
forgetting lines and laughing throughout
some ppl say its gd, cos the class attn
was ALL on us, unlike other grps..
depending on how u see it lah
i think it really sucks
at least my listening for 35/40
woah man, that's like my maths..
in pri school HAHA
whatever lah, i'm done with jap already
after tt went sugarloaf!
me n jerry, the usual sharing partners
ate like 13 bucks worth of food EACH
fat fat sia~
after tt went to compass point
saw nelson n tis is e first time
we said hi sia hahaha damn awkward
bought envelopes, cd and cover for psycho
n bubbletea not forgetting
went hm, slept frm 3-6.30
not
a very nice rest thoughneed to write my curcards for psychoand read up on MOTIVATION..
if i hav time then i'll study for the exams
bahh, when everyone's enjoying
i'm like dying here RAHH
LIFE SUCKSit's difficult to say hi first.
after all this attempts i made
but its always me.
i'm on the verge of giving up.
you know i can't, don't you?
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
seriously! i am suppose to memorize my name for
my freaking jap roleplay tml!
but i can't! i'm tired, and i can't concentrate!
FUCKFUCKFUCK
comms skills 2 was passable, but defintely not good grades
bcs presentation, i tot there were others tt were nicer in terms
of design. but i think ours is quite strong in terms of using the
functions.. must thanks steffi for it really!
den after tt, supposedly suppose to go wif gwen yy jiayu n juz
to pasir ris to memorize my script, but i can't luh!
end up camwhoring and talking..
blah, i'm feeling emo nowadays really..
lack of love and out of the competition, really
not even a "good friend" status to it anymore..
i know how many times i've said i wanted to give up
since last year, but its easier said den done, NATO
eff-ed up life, yes I magazine was right [i read it in e toilet just now]
2008 is not a good year for the horsies
i feel like eating shit and die now.
but i don't wanna end cos i have to study once i finish up my post
FUCK, life sucks, i want to zhng my wrist
i want to zhng my brain! i wanna become a.. IQ 300 geek!
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
